It's 2 sleeps till Christmas and I'm feeling very merry. I have a had really good past 2 days, with no slip ups and plenty of exercise and water. I will keep it up today and tomorrow, have xmas day off, and maybe boxing day off, and then right back into it. I'm not going crazy on my days off though. I'll be sensible. I've already set myself back a fair bit with all the recent going-ons, I really want to go forward now. Next year is going to be all about me. I'll lose this weight, make sure I'm taken care of (with a little baby, sometimes I neglect myself a bit) and and think once I'm feeling confident about the way I look and feel, it will rub off on my daily life and the year will be so much better. But I'm not waiting till New Years to make a "resolution". Why wait? It's something I want to do, and I'm doing it now.

With all that in mind, I'm looking forward to the new year. I'm looking forward to feeling confident and sexy again and not having to worry about what I'm going to wear because everything is unflattering and I feel like a huge blob. I'm not doing that any more.

So Merry Christmas to me, my gift will be my confidence and happiness, Merry Christmas to all, my gift is my best wishes and love and a Happy New Year that will be about feeling good!!