It's been a while (again. God I'm slack) so I thought it was time for an update. Still in the 80's. Yep, still here. But slowly coming down. I did gain a little over the last few weeks (naughty naughty), but thankfully, it was only about a kilo.

I'm eating well, although not sticking to CS 100%. During this hot weather, I'm finding it hard to live without certain fruits eg. watermelon, pineapple, canteloupe. So I'm not living without them. I'd much rather have the fruit I want than have a blowout on crap. At least it's fruit.

The exercise isn't going too well. Cos I'm not really doing it. It's way too hot at the moment. I have gotten up at 6 and tried to do it, but being so hot at night, it takes forever to fall asleep, and I'm too tired to get up at 6. But I know I have to do it. Bed early tonight, up early tomorrow. I made that promise to myself. I know I won't lose, no matter how well I'm eating, if I don't exercise.

But my motivation is really high (being so hot, I'd rather not be fat lol), so is my will power, so it's just a matter of time before I can finally say I've had a loss, and I'll be in the 70's.

It's been a while since I've written anything. Maybe cos it's been a while since I've lost anything. I'm so mad at myself. I still can't believe I got to under 80, and I blew it. And now I can't get there again. It's only about 1.5 kilos away, but that seems so much when I'm not having great losses anymore. And I'm not even stuffing up. I probably could exercise more, but I just don't have the time with Arie. I do 30 mins a day, 5 days a week. You would think that would be enough.

Anyway, I'm giving it my all, and even if it takes all bloody year, I'm not staying in the 80's for the rest of my life. At this point I don't even care if I make it to my goal of 68. I would be happy with anything between 70 and 75. But I can only imagine what it's going to take to get me there. God, I sound so negative. I'm not really. Just a little disheartened. But that will end when I HAVE A GOOD LOSS!!!