It's been a while since I've written anything. Maybe cos it's been a while since I've lost anything. I'm so mad at myself. I still can't believe I got to under 80, and I blew it. And now I can't get there again. It's only about 1.5 kilos away, but that seems so much when I'm not having great losses anymore. And I'm not even stuffing up. I probably could exercise more, but I just don't have the time with Arie. I do 30 mins a day, 5 days a week. You would think that would be enough.

Anyway, I'm giving it my all, and even if it takes all bloody year, I'm not staying in the 80's for the rest of my life. At this point I don't even care if I make it to my goal of 68. I would be happy with anything between 70 and 75. But I can only imagine what it's going to take to get me there. God, I sound so negative. I'm not really. Just a little disheartened. But that will end when I HAVE A GOOD LOSS!!!